Samekh (Psalm 119:113-120)
I hate the double-minded,
but I love your law.
You are my hiding place and my shield;
I hope in your word.
Depart from me, you evildoers,
that I may keep the commandments of my God.
Uphold me according to your promise, that I may live,
and let me not be put to shame in my hope!
Hold me up, that I may be safe
and have regard for your statutes continually!
You spurn all who go astray from your statutes,
for their cunning is in vain.
All the wicked of the earth you discard like dross,
therefore I love your testimonies.
My flesh trembles for fear of you,
and I am afraid of your judgments.
This double-mindedness, which is actually being undecided, is exactly what yesterday’s post addressed. Something I found helpful was that if I actually write down my decision, I can sometimes see some areas where I might trip, slip, and fall. I can also come up with ideas to avoid them, or correct myself and get back on track. That law thing keeps coming back into play, doesn’t it? When I think of this, I think of Jesus’ words, “So whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets.” (Matt. 7:12) This is the law of sowing and reaping. You can’t plant an apple tree and get oranges. The NIV says, “So in everything do unto others…” This tells us that we need to sow to reap the desired goal. I want an orderly, peaceful space to come home to, so I will create, and maintain that order. Hoping in God’s Word is easier when we speak it into our lives, into the situations and circumstances. One day in Heaven, we’ll be surprised to see what all we avoided just by speaking that word before we went to that interview, or whatever event may have been on the agenda. When I think of God holding me up, I remember my Mom and Grandma pulling me up/ holding me up when I stumbled. It did make me have more regard for that admonishment: “pick your feet up, and watch where you’re going.” My flesh does tremble when I think of God’s judgments. But, I don’t tremble in fear; I tremble in awe of His lovingkindness and patience toward us.
Love you from Cafe du Mondieu
Copyright by Marina Morrison (aka) Eden Stillwater, June 22, 2022, 11:05 a.m.
