Today’s message comes to us from Psalm 88.
O LORD, God of my salvation, I cry out day and night before you. Let my prayer come before you;
incline your ear to my cry! For my soul is full of troubles, and my life draws near to Sheol. I am counted among those who go down to the pit; I am a man who has no strength, like one set loose among the dead,
like the slain that lie in the grave, like those whom you remember no more, for they are cut off from your hand. You have put me in the depths of the pit, in the regions dark and deep. Your wrath lies heavy upon me, and you overwhelm me with all your waves. Selah You have caused my companions to shun me; you have made me a horror to them. I am shut in so that I cannot escape; my eye grows dim through sorrow.
Every day I call upon you, O LORD; I spread out my hands to you. Do you work wonders for the dead? Do the departed rise up to praise you? Selah Is your steadfast love declared in the grave, or your faithfulness in Abaddon? Are your wonders known in the darkness, or your righteousness in the land of forgetfulness? But I, O LORD, cry to you; in the morning my prayer comes before you. O LORD, why do you cast my soul away?
Why do you hide your face from me? Afflicted and close to death from my youth up, I suffer your terrors; I am helpless. Your wrath has swept over me; your dreadful assaults destroy me. They surround me like a flood all day long; they close in on me together. You have caused my beloved and my friend to shun me;
my companions have become darkness.
Oh, my God! The agony of suffering the consequences of my choices and actions! It’s just too much for me, Jesus! It’s just too much, I tell you! Honey, it’s not His wrath that lies heavy upon you. No, no, no-God did not put you in the deep darkness, girlfriend (talking to myself); you got there all by your little ol’ self. Yes, dear, He does work wonders for the dead! As a matter of fact, He will bring you up out of that pit, just as soon as you get of your pity pot. And, yes, when you’ve departed from your way, you will rise up to praise Him. Absolutely, His love is declared in the grave, and his faithfulness in Abaddon-that’s why the demons tremble when you speak His Name! Having seen His wonders in some of my darknesses, I can tell you, YES, they are seen there. And yes, His righteousness does come through in the land of forgetfulness, which is where some of us spend a lot of time…you know, like the kids…”I forgot,” they say, when they know darn well they just did that “no-no” anyway! God will never cast your soul away, until the very absolute last second; and then it will be because you refused Him. He will never refuse you when you come to Him! Let me tell you, those dreadful assaults are your conscience and your karma. “God is not mocked; we reap what we sow.” The reason God allows those things to surround you like a flood, is so that, like Peter, you will cry out, “Save me, LORD/Lord!”
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Copyright by Marina Morrison (aka) Eden Stillwater, May 30, 2021, 1:58 p.m.