(Numbers 11:10-15) (ESV) “ Moses heard the people weeping throughout their clans, everyone at the door of his tent. And the anger of the LORD blazed hotly, and Moses was displeased. Moses said to the LORD, “Why have you dealt ill with your servant? And why have I not found favor in your sight, that you lay the burden of all this people on me? Did I conceive all this people? Did I give them birth, that you should say to me, ‘Carry them in your bosom, as a nurse carries a nursing child,’ to the land that you swore to give their fathers? Where am I to get meat to give to all this people? For they weep before me and say, ‘Give us meat, that we may eat.’ I am not able to carry all this people alone; the burden is too heavy for me. If you will treat me like this, kill me at once, if I find favor in your sight, that I may not see my wretchedness.”
I have to share this with you. I saw myself in that passage of scripture; more times than I care to admit. At first glance, your hand might fly to your mouth, and you might say, “WHAT?!!!!! Moses, what were you thinking?!” At first glance, it does look like the clay asking the potter what the heck He’s making. Oh, but wait. Read the last sentence. Sound familiar? It does to me. Here I am, “Did I ask you to put me here, Lord?” As a matter of fact, I had asked for that very thing. But, that thing was bigger than I was, and moving faster than I could keep up with it. I learned that that’s when it’s time to ask God to take the reins, because I can’t drive the team like I thought I could.
Sometimes we find ourselves stretched to the limit; and, at the end of our rope. Jesus did; and even God has asked the question, “How long?” (Matt. 17:17) (Numbers 14:11, 27) When we get to that point, we need to remember that it is God who equips us to do whatever He’s called us to do. (2Tim. 3:16-17) (Hebrews 13:20-21) (Eph. 4:10-12)
But, let me tell you what God hears when we come before Him like that. (Psalm 103:13-14) “As a father shows compassion to his children, so the LORD shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust.” God hears, “HELP! I can’t do this alone! I’m wretched! (a disappointment to you, a miserable failure, unworthy, etc.) God loves us with an awesome and unequalled love! When we come to Him like this, He takes us in His arms, holds us until the “storm” is over, and then sets us back on our feet. (Psalm 103:8-12) The quickest way to get that storm to pass, by the way, is to say, like Jesus did, “not my will, but thine be done.” (Matt. 26:39) (Luke 22:42)
The remedy for your situation was worked out in the beginning. And God’s not surprised by this. How wonderful it is when we learn to go to God from beginning to end, at each step in between. Jesus did that too. He separated himself to be alone with God often. (Luke 11:1) (Mark 1:35) (Luke 6:12) Part of what derails us is lack of preparation. We don’t think that far ahead sometimes; and so we don’t do the things we need to do to be prepared for that future. Jesus taught a parable about preparation. (Luke 14:28-29) Don’t despair, God is for you; not against you. Don’t panic; He’s got you covered-as you see in the rest of Moses’ story. Don’t give up; get up. Pick up the pieces, and prepare to go on.
Love you from Café du Mondieu
Copyright by Marina Morrison (aka) Eden Stillwater, March 28, 2023, 11:27 a.m.